That was not love
Well, the two finally arrived. Hope you like it and sorry for the delay. Happy Year of the Tiger
for girls born in 1986: DD
Warnings:
hate HoMin but makes an appearance here. TT
Yunjae (unilateral), hominids (implicit) MinHyung (oO?)
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That Was not love love That was not
Vancouver, Canada, Sunday February 6. 12:15
had spent many hours crying. Looking at the clock forward and being so quiet in the room completely dark. He sighed and sometimes, just sometimes look at the sky and thought if I was doing the right thing or not. I really do not know. Do not know if I had done well to leave town without telling anyone, except perhaps to his companion, the man who slept in the same bed, around his waist.
could not help thinking about what he had done. However, should not care what others think. Not even that person.
closed his eyes and could not remember their cruel words ... "- I do not care! Nothing was certain. I lied. For the love of God, do not believe that going to notice a man like you or I? "However
believed his sweet eyes had meant something. Thought he saw something in her eyes, something that seemed so real.
be separated from that arm and got out of bed. I could see it was snowing outside. The thin flakes of snow falling slowly and it was 12:25 am. How many already have sent their congratulations wish you all the happiness in the world? Will the little he had taken the opportunity to confess? Would he have noticed since he has not sent him anything? Surely not.
After all, he had only received some beautiful flowers without sender's birthday and congratulations of all his friends but never a message from him. Did not hear him say over the phone:
- "Congratulations, Boo. I wish you many more years of happiness and life ... "" Then I could see the smile Jae overwhelming leader and would like to get him in a room with him, and be able to realize all the dreams that haunted him every night ...
But the call never came. That could mean only one thing ... and Jae flatly refused to accept it because he ... he had feelings for the leader of DBSK. Still could not identify what was that feeling but hearing the voice of the man, feel his arms around his neck or waist sent intense heat flows throughout your body. And then her voice, whispering things in his ear. And he, he could barely control himself.
He recalled the awards ceremony in Japan.
He had come with Yoochun and Junsu, but he was very anxious to see it. To talk about what happened, what they might do when everything back to normal. But could not get to see you understood everything. The man did not belong to more. Perhaps he had never belonged to any form he wished.
smiled bitterly to remind arm reach and what was part of the night did not separate at all. That child was too cunning. Since that time, Jae knew what he was capable your donsaeng. Cunning and cruel, manipulative and highly intelligent, always aware of what their leader to think and suggest. Always supported. And he, he was only a spectator of it. What I felt did not matter much now. Was separated, far from that, both physically and spiritually.
- "... Yunho Yunho Yunho ... ..."
His name was repeated in his head every time with more intensity and speed. Increasingly high and painful. It seemed that the echo of his name would go crazy anytime.
A voice caught his attention. His companion seemed to be talking in his sleep.
-Minho ... "I heard murmur and then turn around to embrace the pillow. Jae smiled
fun even though what I was feeling at that time. You should not feel bad, but the pain in his chest is not going and he did not know what to do to calm the intense desire he had to rush out to Seoul to see it, even from a distance. I wanted to meet her dark eyes, wanted to see his eyes shining with happiness. I wanted ... I wanted so much ...
opened the window and stepped onto the balcony. It was very cold but could not compare with what I felt at that time. Probably so much sadness and unrequited love was suffocating. Those feelings were leaving cold as cold as the cold wind rushing, dipping his pajamas, sneaking into your skin making it tremble.
That feeling was dying along with their desire to call Yunho, to confess everything that was going through his mind at the time. Because it was Jung Yunho's birthday and he was miles away. It was not to call. Not because he did the day of his birthday ... honestly it was better to let that which was born suddenly died in it without hope.
Yes, that was the best. If there was possibility of something, he was charged with killing her. That was better, as his friend, he was living for that feeling, that was all that would give strength to face all that come after the situation was settled. Fervently hoped that everything was settled, after all, no one deserved to lose in that case.
looked at the sky and cried, but this time, he wept for the pain to go away and let him live in peace. His feelings would not let him work. His love for Jung Yunho was cold and white as snow, but like this in the heat of the sun fade away ...
After all, it was not love.
... ... ....
Ahem!
Did you realize that this is shorter than the previous? Cursed muso's all your fault What
XDD I can say? This part was ... eh ... strange. My Jae went very depressed and negative all the way but ...
What the front was resolved though perhaps very rare. My hatred for the left in this part HoMin
uu Sorry for the fans of the hominid, but it is good part of my hatred to write something.
I hope you liked it and leave comments with suggestions, tomato-...
My fic XDD It's you is going well ...
Mina Matta ne!
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