Title: Abstinence, support and others.
couple / Characters: Spencer Reid / Derek Morgan: 3
Spoilers: After the second ... I think.
This is because I was writing another fanfic, longer, with all characters including a very pretty thing, but then got stuck so I resigned to the Reid / Morgan, is , inspired by a song called "Beautiful Disaster" by Kelly Clarkson. The canción por si sola es preciosa, pero la letra es totalmente Dr. Spencer, para mí, sobre todo esto:
He´s Magic And Myth
As Strong As What I Believe
A Tragedy With
More Damage Than A Soul Should See
And Do I Try To Change Him
So Hard Not To Blame Him
Hold On Tight
I´m Longing For Love And The Logical
But He´s Only Happy Hysterical
I´m Waiting For Some Kind Of Miracle
Waited So Long
So Long
He´s Soft To The Touch
Frayed At The End But I Breaks
He's Never Enough
And Still He's More Than I Can Take
Drugs are a case in which Derek does not like to mess with. Once, yes, long ago, when she was a teenager I wanted to play football and I was desperate, but never really liked them, never made him feel good or filed, on the contrary, we did feel a little useless, no future, so that left them without any effort because we never really need them and assumed that if he behaved well the God who taught him to pray would help with that still haunts him (did not work, but hey, anyway I had not done) .
With Reid is different. He knows, Derek knows, the whole team knows: that Reid needs drugs. Do not talk about it, partly because they are analysts and obviously realize it is also obvious that people like Dr. Spencer Reid is better not mention it and partly because it is easier to remain silent and giving vague signals that are for him signs and put a hand on his shoulder, smiling as he sonríea a boy and say "if you need anything, call, but know that Reid is not going to call. And that bothers him enough to Derek Morgan, actually pretty much. Irritates, frustrates you and you feel like hitting someone, preferably Reid, to realize you do not have to wear it alone, that what happened is not everyday that can tell, you can ask for help, to stop pretending to be calm when you are shaking the hands of abstinence ... It does not, of course, because is difficult to be angry with Reid, it is better to blame the world for what Reid has made it the way you want to face it alone, it is hard to blame.
"It's late, kid. Almost
11:00 pm, wants to make a joke, something like "Is not it a bit late for the children are awake? What tomorrow will not go to school? ", Those who went before him as naturally as they are believed, but it is sad that no one can be child, something in his eyes says.
"I have to finish this.
speaks without looking up from the roles she has been looking for quite some time (for Reid), no lights on, only the lamp is small cubicle office Doctor. He hints that someone else (someone like Hotch) should be doing that work, he shrugs and does not deign to look at him, do that too often lately: dodge their conversations, their general eye and Morgan, probably because he knows when the time comes, Morgan goes to state, as in many cases, you're right.
"If I were you I would not want to go home," she mutters, walking a few steps toward him.
- What? - Has listened carefully, but still asks.
"Nobody wants to be alone in your place, Reid gets too close, entering the cubicle, his eyes pierced him from above, Spencer knows that if he were standing would higher, though not intend to stop, because that would still be close when evading.
"I know you speak of, Morgan, I'm just working, what I can not work?
And make that face, tight-lipped and frowning, Derek reminds you why you keep calling him "boy" when he knows that it is not, you may be stopped much earlier than minimally fair.
"Do not sulfides, Reid does not know when it started to whisper, but it seems the best, with the darkness broken only by the dim light of the lamp and the heavy silence around can speak louder than if you just want to get hurt, you know you do not have to look if you need me, because I'm here, do not you see it? - not to sound desperate but, ridiculously sincere- I know you'd take everything yourself, but do not have to.
Derek Morgan is the kind of people who in large general talk and then think, do not consider the consequences but express their feelings directly, without a buffer, so that Reid gets a blast of full and is disarmed, saying he knew knew, but hearing is different, accept it. Mumbles something, and prepares to escape, as her affair with drugs is ... you and not have to share it with anyone, but imprisons her partner's arm when he gets up and talks to her forehead so you can feel his breath when it reaffirms that it has to do it alone. He looks straight into his eyes, all good intentions, Reid is still rather numb, always knew that Derek was the instinct of protection around the world, but it catches you off guard, that anger by simply can not trust him. Should not, but feel kind of heat in the chest, almost as matter someone. Morgan then closes his eyes and raises his hand to his neck, and leave it there, fingers tangled in her hair and breaths mingling, not wanting to let go, because since I met tried to protect him from everything and finally could not protect himself, and as mentioned, that bothers him enough, but it does not hit, you save, you stick with it terrifies you stay with him in the hole, but can not leave it there.
-3 months, two weeks, 4 days and a couple of hours, loose Reid, Morgan opens his eyes, he seems to weigh the eyelids.
- What?
"I have 3 months, 2 weeks, 4 days and a couple of hours with nothing," he explains.
-Oh.
It's everything that comes out, what else could I say?, Closes his eyes and a little closer, what is necessary to touch your lips to Reid, who are pale and cold but are smooth, better than I ever imagined. It is just that, a chaste kiss that leaves them both with the heart of the skin and means that are real and to each other, nothing else, Derek does not know if you can resist Masy whether Reid will break down the road. There will be time to find out, of course.
"I take home.
Reid agrees, has trouble separating from Morgan, he struggles to return to those not her lips, her breath, it costs a lot but he does and continues to the car, scared to death but I live for the first time in long, with nothing in the veins rather than his own blood pulsing out of control, means that at any time Derek will run, and in many cases wrong.
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